I'm not okay...

They say I look good as if I overcame everything

They say I look alright

But I feel like I could cry

I'm barely holding it
But no one knows
I guess they think I'm happy because I'm smiling
Although my heart, my true feelings is still you
I'm not okay, i'm not well
I still have you in a corner of my heart
There's no way I can be alright
Why don't you know?
I'm sorry to say but
I'm not good, I can't just smile
Because of you,
because of you leaving me
I'm alive but i'm not living
There is no such thing is
Time will solve everything
The feel-good comfort of saying it'll slowly get better
Honestly it doesn't relate to me
Do you know how broken I am?
Because of you, I'm a mess, I'm ruining away
I'm not okay, i'm not well
I still have you in a corner of my heart
There's no way I can be alright
Why don't you know?
I'm sorry to say but
I'm not good, I can't just smile
Because of you,
because of you leaving me
I'm alive but i'm not living

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Disebabkan lately tengah gila dengan exo so, whenever ira on laptop mesti pasang playlist lagu-lagu exo. And one of the latest song by exo is... "I'm not okay - chen". Vocal dia memang best. Bila tengok lirik and the meanings...buat ira teringat kat someone. Although dia pernah cakap jangan terpengaruh sangat dengan lagu-lagu nie. Bila kita selalu dengar lagu yang sedih mesti la kita pun rasa sedih. Bila dengar lagu yang macam putus asa je mesti kita pun rasa macam tu. Dia cakap macam nie sebab pernah satu ketika dulu ira sukaaaa sangat ulang-ulang lagu "Be careful with my heart" pengaruh cerita Maya Dela Rosa & Sir Chief. haha... Ok I have to admit it. Mudah terpengaruh juga emosi seorang syahirah ni. Tapi dengar lagu ni takde la drag ira ke lembah kesedihan melampau pun. Cuma tersentap sikit je masa first time tengok lirik dia. I'm totally fine in shaa Allah. Allah kan ade. (^___~)

Fangirl Syndrome

Syahirah acted like a fangirl?! Right now! At this moment, ira is soo into the exo. Member ira cakap...ni syndrome single lady. Wahhh...'girl' dah upgrade jadi 'lady'. haha... Sebelum nie memang layan je lagu-lagu korea ni tapi takde la over sangat. Lebih kepada layan korean drama sebab lain-dari yang lain. Dan yang penting lain la dari drama-drama melayu yang mostly cliche sangat.

#SUHO #BAEKHYUN #DO #CHANYEOL #KAI #SEHUN
#KRIS #CHEN #LUHAN #XIUMIN #LAY #TAO

Hmmm...macam mana tetiba boleh jadi EXO-L pulak ni kan? hehe... Semuanya bermula gara-gara tengok drama korea --> Scarlet Heart Ryeo. First time tengok drama korea tak leh move on. Rasanya hampir lima ke enam kali ulang tengok. Sedih sangat tengok cerita ni sampai part nangis tu perghh...bagai hati ditusuk sembilu (hehe...hyperbola sokmo perumpamaannya). Tak leh move on sebab sad ending. Punya la tak puas hati dengan ending dia + masih berharap ada sequel scarlet heart bagi jadi happy ending. huhu...

#WANGYO #WANGSO #HAESOO #WANGWOOK
#WANGJUNG #WANGEUN #BAEKAH #WANGWON

This cute little prince lead me to EXO and that's why I'm a fan of EXO now. haha...
Not fan like too fanatic but just follow them about this and that.
#baekhyun_wangeun#

They are very talented. Their  handsome and cute face, angelic voice, powerful dance steps, good at composing songs and playing instruments, being a great actors, mischievous and playful on stage, and many many more. Is syahirah really talk about this? Ok...ira pun rasa macam ira not being myself right now. haha... Takde la...I'm not really that fanatic to stalk everything about them (walaupun banyak benda jugak la yang ira tau from OT12 till OT9. hehe...). Please jangan fikir yang pelik-pelik. Wanna listen to their voice? Ok...just scroll down and listen to this video. Eh...music player blog ira ni pun semua lagu exo. hehe...for now la. Nanti dah bosan ira tukar lagu lain pulak. 

EXO Medley (EXO'rDIUM in Japan)

For You by EXO-CBX (Chen, Baekhyun, Xiumin) OST Scarlet Heart

Best Luck by Chen (OST It's Okay That's Love)

Chen sing the OST song while D.O. starring in this kdrama It's Okay That's Love.

Listen to the high pitch part again and again (3.47). hehe...

Crying Out by D.O. (OST Cart)

It's D.O. again...(Do Kyungsoo's drama)

- It's Okay That's Love 

- Hello Monster            

- Positive Physique       

- Cart                            

- Unforgettable             

- My Annoying Brother

Beautiful by Baekhyun (OST EXO Next Door)

Baby, Don't Cry

Ok...this is the last one. Dah ghupe stalker dah den ghaso. haha...

The end of my story about EXO for this entry. hahaha...sebelum ira became insane because of this fangirl stuff. lalalala~~~just for fun. Just a fan not a fanatic. Beza tu...! Don't take it serious k. (^_~)