I'm not okay...

They say I look good as if I overcame everything

They say I look alright

But I feel like I could cry

I'm barely holding it
But no one knows
I guess they think I'm happy because I'm smiling
Although my heart, my true feelings is still you
I'm not okay, i'm not well
I still have you in a corner of my heart
There's no way I can be alright
Why don't you know?
I'm sorry to say but
I'm not good, I can't just smile
Because of you,
because of you leaving me
I'm alive but i'm not living
There is no such thing is
Time will solve everything
The feel-good comfort of saying it'll slowly get better
Honestly it doesn't relate to me
Do you know how broken I am?
Because of you, I'm a mess, I'm ruining away
I'm not okay, i'm not well
I still have you in a corner of my heart
There's no way I can be alright
Why don't you know?
I'm sorry to say but
I'm not good, I can't just smile
Because of you,
because of you leaving me
I'm alive but i'm not living

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Disebabkan lately tengah gila dengan exo so, whenever ira on laptop mesti pasang playlist lagu-lagu exo. And one of the latest song by exo is... "I'm not okay - chen". Vocal dia memang best. Bila tengok lirik and the meanings...buat ira teringat kat someone. Although dia pernah cakap jangan terpengaruh sangat dengan lagu-lagu nie. Bila kita selalu dengar lagu yang sedih mesti la kita pun rasa sedih. Bila dengar lagu yang macam putus asa je mesti kita pun rasa macam tu. Dia cakap macam nie sebab pernah satu ketika dulu ira sukaaaa sangat ulang-ulang lagu "Be careful with my heart" pengaruh cerita Maya Dela Rosa & Sir Chief. haha... Ok I have to admit it. Mudah terpengaruh juga emosi seorang syahirah ni. Tapi dengar lagu ni takde la drag ira ke lembah kesedihan melampau pun. Cuma tersentap sikit je masa first time tengok lirik dia. I'm totally fine in shaa Allah. Allah kan ade. (^___~)